the remaining few

It is the quality rather than the quantity that matters, Lucius Annaeus Seneca.
with only few close friends, lesser than 10, perhaps for only 5 i make no hesitation to believe that quality is better than quantity. i used to be in a huge group of girls that made enemies to the teachers and the teachers' dogs. i used to be sleeping with five girls on a single bed, used to be caught of cheating just to help a friend, used to be in a fight with Mak Cik canteen to justify my right of having the chicken wing instead of drumstick. thinking back of it, i fought for quantity rather than quality. for having more time to sleep, for having more food on that silver tray, for having more hours to stay awake and watch telly. we were a bunch of monkeys who hate rules and preferred to be condemned by the wardens.

those schoolgirls' days.

now, the members of bitches are gone, scattered all around, with i am the only person being thrown to the north and the rest are still somewhere in the south. the one that i really closed when i was in school, we rarely contact each other. i stopped to contact her, knowing that she's not eager as i to keep this friendships lasts. in about 10 girls, only 4 are reliable and the numbers become lesser and lesser, and this exact moment in USM i have about, let me count, err, ZERO, yillek, nada, cibai.

numbers of friends in facebook used to matter a lot to me until i realized its full of funny names and funny faces, i know not who. and so i deleted about two hundreds of strangers and will soon delete the acquaintances that  i rarely make contact with. facebook can kill sanity and make you believe that you have a perfect life but its actually a full of crap. remember, a mother who killed her baby while playing farm ville, look how technology degenerates us all.

how easily to get distracted.

so, number is not important. frankly,  i used to get jealous of girls who have fun with themselves, writing on each others' wall and blog like every hour while i remain pathetic, entertain only those i really close with and they are not avail online for 24/7. but of course, i get over it. a hater used to state how pathetic my life is, walking to the class alone, pretending to be happy. i am happy. put the earphones to the ear buds anytime and anywhere, to boost the positive mood.
aaa what did you say? cant hear you? 
why trouble your head with vile thoughts of others when you can just be a total ignorant. friends are just friends. they come and go. the few remaining are those you can call the true friends.
biar jauh di mata, dekat di hati,

Comments

little ain said…
aku kawan forever.

nanti aku kawen, ko datang tolong masak kat rumah.

ahahaha
THESUPERMOON said…
ain: haha moleh ja!! aku tukang taruk bunga telur, tukang karoke, tukang sambut tetamu lelaki, tukang kacau gulai. haha.

syami: ow, tq! dgn semangat yg bkobar-kobar nak exam!
Anonymous said…
moon;
you cant get all the shooting star is yours; and there are totally rare.
so, once you have one, peluk kemas-kemas dan biar kamu benar menghargai sepenuh jiwa.

but

they may go one day.
of course, they will.
just ensure, they go with a good note.
thats all.

trust me, it is worth for!

tau kenapa?
kerana aku yang benar di dunia ini adalah yang gila berkawan dengan sepenuh jiwa
aku ada bergelen2kawan yang segelak seketawa
dan aku simpan beberapa sahabat yang mampu aku peluk dan tumpang bahu untuk berteduh kala sedih duka.

ah, hidup kena begitu.
bagai kereta.
bila kereta ok, kita merantau sepenuh mampu dengan tawa sepeluk mana yang kita mahu.
cuma
kalau dah rosak, hantar repair pada dua tiga workshop yang kita percaya penuh-penuhnya.

itu juga hidupkan?

*senyum*

bagi aku, fb hanya untuk orang yang aku kenal, dan mahu terus contact. walaupun aku tak aktif, tapi aku masih 'rajin' membelek page kawan2lain sekadar memandang.

dan untuk blog

adalah rakan maya aku semata-mata, kecuali seorang yang benar2cukup rapat dengan aku.
selebihnya, mereka hanya kenal aku AJ Nismihan, dan dunia benar aku hanya kenal aku sebagai aku yang tidak berblogging

Weird rite?
but that is me.
the weird guy
THESUPERMOON said…
aj, u always amazed people by your great use of malay words laa. it took me 15 min just to think of better words to reply. so, i give up. you'r right.

but not entirely. everyone is weird in their own way. weird hobbies, weird habit, weird sleeping habit, weird appetite, weird faces. guess that everyone is born weird.

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