false pretense

baby, your skirts seem to be shorter and shorter and it will be easier for me to slip my hand under your skirt  

my mental note, to a woman, if i am a man of many vile thoughts.

it is not a strange thing to witness a girl who was religiously stick to her headscarf,

then started to remove it layer by layer

began with a single piece of cloth that covers the head

and latter chose the fit tight of t shirt over her baju kurung

get even worst when she opted to reveal the hairless calves

which led to the even shorter skirt that shows her juicy tights

 

sexy, irresistible, yummy. nom nom.

not yet included the hair treatment in salon

or the brown liquid dye on her hair

or the bizarre colors of her corneas

or the monthly plucking of eyebrows

not that i jealous, but i am sad

to see you are degrading.

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what i hate about facebook how it can make one life is easily accessible and how it tempts me to be judgmental. i just went through of a relative profile, which i had known for life turning into someone i know not. sadly, she chose a glamorous life over the religious stance that was once instilled by her faithful respectable father.

i may be skeptical, she is probably as kind as she used to be, she's probably still benign and humble. i hope so.

when i was in secondary school, my broad-schooling days, i was repeatedly told by an ustaz, friends and teachers, that a girl who is not close to her father is risked of being wild and condemned. in a way of saying it, those who have little attention or having no attention of her father will opt to find the love of other men outside. harshly saying it,  she is sluttier than those who have enough love of a father.

i oppose this idea because i proved them wrong. (the awesome me)

so back with the thing with my relative, that i know for years and now rarely make contact because mom had informally dragged us out from that family, her father is the most respectful man i know. i thought of him as a perfect father figure, but i dont know what is wrong, most of his daughter end up throwing away the head scarf right after they entered the university.

a lil culture shock that leads to a heart attack of every parent. i don't understand how this could happen, and how they can do this to their parents, lying, pretending, cheating at their back and now firmly stating the hatred towards the hypocrites, which is a funny way to describe herself.

and saying that beauty and brains go together? kidding me or what? you are not that pretty and you are not that brainy because if you have brain you wont be doing such things to your parents.

i shall end this, or else it will get mushy and fury. hah!

but really, throw over your scarf for male attention? a definite attention whore. totally.