a remark of once a fool

how long since i last posting on this blog. how long i have been away from this dying page. and god knows, how badly i want to keep on writing and blogging, and only god knows how incapable i was to do so at this present moment.

it is end of October, changing of season and blimey, it almost the end of 2012. yet, i am still, still, sickly pathetically thinking of him. god knows, how good i am at digging information and god knows how broken i am at knowing the truth and only god knows the reason why on earth i am still thinking of him. can you believe it? after few men came along i found myself still having the thought of him. this is insane! as one of the sensible i cant believe that i fall for someone like him.

crazy as it sound, i am still counting moments when i am finally free from his voodoo.

this is the post i had written yesterday. i was not at the right mind, overly think of this petty matters. but i decided to publish this post. best to be a remark of i was once a fool and still a fool sometimes in the present.

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