drowsily wander in the wake field

i suppose to have a long good sleep after almost 24 hours of stay awake yesterday. i should be on the bed tug in the blanket, as my room is cold enough to make my friend sleeps soundly and not yet awake.

i should be aren't i?

when i slept after subuh prayer, i should not be off from bed at 9, because i should still be wandering in the slumber land, throwing the baggage i have on this shoulder. i should be hopping vigorously at the wheat field that is so beautifully painted or indulging myself with imaginary drooling foods. i should not online and blog and whine, blog, rant and whine.

these have to be put an end, tell ya, not good for your gallant soul.

maybe because i am so 'runsing' until i lost the appetite to  drowsily sleeping. 'runsing' with the minor subject that should not be clashed with the core paper. and i am in the final semester, what? need me to extend just to take that fucking paper. eat my faeces, ass hole!!

another reason could be, bcus i am used to wake up early back at home. 

alas, i should be optimistic. every problem has solution aite. look like i have to arm my gut with the most convincing persuasive speech to compose to you, deary lecturer.